Todays Life
empty inside my mind
searching to find the way
the deeper I go
I get more lost
than I ever expect to be
its hard to fight
the feelings inside
I lay down and wonder
how did I come to be
internal crying never ending
all this pain tearing me down
blind to the peace of the world
caught in the hate of it all
I never would of imagined
that I would go through this
I wish it would have been different
a better life to live
but God has a plan for me
and I'm not about to back out now
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