Afters Thoughts
traveling down the night fallen road
not knowing where I'm going to go
all these wasted thoughts of mine
wondering off into my own mind
tears draining trying to wash my face
getting rid of what I don't want to see
I can't look myself in the mirror
and see what I turned out to be
its hard to talk of the things you are forgetting
cleansing my mind of all the rotten thoughts
hard to live with the pain everyday
I can't stand to bare with it anymore
all these thoughts rushing through
my mind is about to explode
I wish I could forever sleep
and live in my dream world
forgetting all the troubles bugging me
drilling in my brain, painfully throbbing
I pray for a better day every night
waiting for my time to come
sometimes I think I should end it all
but like everything else, I'm unsure of my thoughts
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